Susuto

RIP guy. I personally have major depression, had it all my life, many many many times I wanted to end it, but it isn’t brain surgery, you do it or you don’t. I have been on the edge many times, and didnt go through with it, even admitting myself into the emergency on a suicide hold. When you hear the words ’suffer’ from depression, people who have never dealt with it, it really is suffering. Medication helps but I go off of it more then on, I have gone so far to the edge after some shit that triggered it about 1 1/2 years ago, nothing really seems that bad anymore. I am 38, I still deal with it, but really things do get better, the older you get the more you see what is important. It is too bad he made that choice, but it was his choice. But I also do not put myself in situations that will trigger it such as relationships. But my sympathy goes out to his friends and especially family.